What do I say?

That's kind of how I feel tonight. What do I say?
I don't know how to say what's on my mind.

Brock and I have been married for almost 7 years. We have two amazing little boys and another baby on the way. We have always been pretty mature for our age. We make decisions that aren't always popular with those around us because we may choose God or the church over parties and "fun". I consider us level headed. We always want to do what's best for our family. We are nice people. We aren't perfect, but we try to be the best we can be.

Have you ever had that one person who just wants to ruin it? Have you ever had that one person who just wants to tear you down? What do you say to those people? What do you say to the person who calls you and picks fights with you over pictures you post on Facebook? Grow up? Let me live my life? What do you say to the person who is always the victim?

I feel defeated. Mostly, I feel that I'm doing something wrong by shielding my children from the drama and hardships that myself and Brock have had to endure. And that makes me angry. I don't want to be angry. I realize that I am not doing myself much good by asking these rhetorical questions, but sometimes a girl just has to get it out, right? :)

I'm thanking God today that I have the family that I do. Brock and I have an amazing support system. We are blessed by friends and family that love us and support our decisions. Even though there may be some that don't agree, we are in good company.

"If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you." John 15:18-19